Eve’s Crown
And with her shoulders squared to the weight of the world
she walked out of Eden--
bared feet to sharp stones, bare shinned to thorn--
she walked straight and resolute,
jaw set, steely, clear-eyed
Mother of will.
And with the reek of its skin on her back
she remembers the lamb’s bony knees folded in her lap
and how she teased it with mustard flowers--
Mother of blood. Mother of the knife.
And rubbing a balm of tallow
into the splits and calluses of Adam’s palm,
touching her finger to the creases in his brow--
Mother of penitence, tenderness and debt.
Mother of all weariness.
And hearing the tiger growl in the night,
she remembers his velvet muzzle,
the way she would rest her head on his fire-colored flanks
to feel his rumbling purr in the marrow of her bones--
and throws more tinder on the fire
and draws the baby tighter to her breast.
Mother of hungers.
Mother of fear.
And breaking the neck of the grouse with her strong hands,
she plucks its jeweled feathers
and studies them glinting in the sun.
Mother of cruelty. Mother of wonder.
And walking through a fall of leaves,
a lilting shower of reds and golds
but rising from the rustle and crunch, the haunting smell of rot.
And then each sharp green shoot and blade and bud of spring
a hymn of ransom.
Mother of seasons, of decay.
Mother of redemption.
In the laughter of her children--music.
In their sickness--the dead weight of dread and worry.
In their tears--the raw, fierce need to meliorate, to mend.
Mother of healing. Mother of devotion.
And kneeling on bare ground, clutching Abel’s bloody robe
keening into a bitter wind
she rocks back and forth and back and forth.
Mother of rage, of envy. Mother of secrets.
Mother of story.
Eve of the veiled face.
Mother of dishonor and shame. Mother of silences.
Mother of desperation and yearning.
And, having purchased the world on credit--
Mother of absolute faith.
Eve the courageous.
Eve the defiant.
Eve--maker of the great trade--
ease for possibility, innocence for wisdom, bliss for joy.
Eve knowing first
what each and every daughter since has known,
holding the slippery pink newborn to the breast,
that death is and has always been
a fair price for life.
I just have always thought Eve was the most amazing person (or character if you choose to see her as myth). I thought she deserved a little respect--and maybe a good hat.
Beautiful poem!!
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